There was a time that I thought hopeless thoughts and my lungs couldn’t find air.
There was a time that my world fell apart.
It felt as though my world fell apart.
There was a time wherein what I believed to be true in this world was not.
What I believed my life to be it was not.
I was sad.
I am sad.
I was mad.
I am mad.
Time and time again I have been picked up.
Someone has provided me with hope, with love.
Many someones. Time and time again.
I have people.
I have good people.
Great and wonderful people.
People who found the air for me and helped me breathe.
I am thankful for those people
Tuesday, March 12, 2013
Ive learned that time keeps moving
Ive learned that you must keep moving to
Ive learned that I am stronger than I ever gave myself credit for
Ive learned that having a child makes you stronger
Ive learned what true heartbreak feels like
Ive learned that the heart is a wondrous thing, it can be broken and full at the same time
Ive learned that sometimes all you can do is cry
Ive learned to find comfort in the morning’s arrival
Ive learned to depend on the hope that a new day brings
Ive learned that a smile from your baby cures a multitude of ills
Ive learned that I now live for her
Ive learned that the future is uncertain
Ive learned that happiness is a choice, and a hard one at times
Ive learned that my friends are also my family
Ive learned that my family will pick me up when I have fallen
Ive learned that love isn’t always enough
Ive learned that I was wrong
Im learning that I am the only one that controls my happiness
Im learning that I need to work on improving myself
Im learning to be a better mother, friend, sister and daughter
Im learning to ask for help
Im learning to sit in silence
Im learning that time passes to quickly
Im learning to juggle it all
Im learning that I have no control over his actions
Im learning that you shouldn’t expect certain behaviors
Im learning to seek contentment in each moment
Im learning to trust my instincts
Im learning to embrace change
Im learning to let it be